聖誕節

今年的聖誕節的確有點不同
對我而言，聖誕節也沒什麽特別的
今年特別的是，第一次在國外過
雖然天氣很冷，但是心裡卻是溫暖的
很開心有這一班的朋友，一起吃火鍋、聊天的感覺很棒
竟然還讓我抽到很想要的圍巾，也太巧了

每一次聖誕節我都會聽陳奕迅的聖誕結
今年，我在大學的聖誕晚會表演這首歌，感覺很不錯
這是一首悲傷的聖誕歌
希望喜歡這首歌的朋友可以有個開心的聖誕節


這特別的聖誕節，怎麼感覺還是缺少了一些什麽

簡單的幸福

以前不懂事的我，曾經和朋友一起無言亂語開玩笑地說：我們竟然淪落到吃麥當勞。
如今長大后離開家裡的我，想說的是：如果可以吃到媽媽煎的荷包蛋都會感到很幸福...

孩子氣

她說，這麼久沒聯絡，再次和你說話，感覺你和以前不一樣了。

我問，有什麽不一樣？

她說，你比以前成熟多了，但還是一樣有著那份孩子氣。

我尷尬地笑。

絕望

別問爲什麽，失望多了就自然變成絕望。

Invisible

Why you never wondered about me?...

Respect

Think what I made for you, and look what you put me through?

I ain't born just to entertaining you.

Don't ever take me for granted.

I don't deserved these.

那一個週末

下過小雨的午後，彩虹彩色了天空。

隔壁桌子的情侶，咖啡浪漫了約會。

我坐在角落低頭，寂寞陪伴了等候。

她出現時的微笑，笑容滿足了想念。

依舊熟悉的香水，擁抱瓦解了尷尬。

溫柔簡單的對話，寒暄安慰了空虛。

聽你細數著過去，笑聲點綴了空隙。

車來車往的窗外，畫面停頓了時間...

善良的女孩

離別是爲了讓人更珍惜下一次的相遇~

哇塞，我幹嘛寫這麼老套的對白?...

人是有感情的，雖然認識的日子不長，但是心裡多少都會覺得有點不捨...

沒關係，正所謂天下沒有不散的宴席。

媽的，又再老套了... 哈哈

她是個有趣的朋友，可惜來不及認識更多...

善良的女孩，希望她可以開開心心地過每一天 :D

又是《那些年》

最近大馬上映了《那些年》，因為上映的時間和台灣差了一段時間，所以看到很多人在Facebook po有關這部電影的都表現得比較冷靜。
畢竟現在大家在討論的是《星空》了。
再次看到一句沈佳宜的臺詞：被你喜歡過，很難覺得其他人有這麼喜歡我。
我想說：喜歡過你，就覺得很難會再喜歡上其他人。

卑微

就連吃醋都沒有立場，沒有資格，會不會太卑微了點？

獻給我的春嬌

終於，我鼓起了勇氣參加了大學舉辦的歌唱比賽。

初賽時，我唱了我愛的人。

獲得評審的稱讚，讓我覺得這次我勇敢去突破是對的。

到了決賽，因為選歌系統上的關係，我選擇了這首台語歌志明與春嬌。

評審在講評時稱讚我在初賽時候的表現，卻說當她在看到我選這首歌的時候，替我捏了一把冷汗。

評審竟然說這首歌除了阿信之外，是她聽過最好的！

雖然有點太誇張，但是我的確很開心。

那種讓人賞識的感覺已經好久沒有出現過了。

我還是不能克服緊張的缺點，手拿著麥克風時還是在抖著。

我對決賽時候的表現並沒有滿意，因為我知道那不是我最好的表現。

很幸運地我獲得了第二名！

非常謝謝喜歡我的評審還有支持我的同學！

他們很用心的幫我們做了牌子，讓我感到很感動！

就算沒有得到名次，我還是非常開心，至少我做到了，我真的踏出那一步了！

很可惜，身邊還是出現一些傷害我的話。

或許不是有意的，但是當事人聽了就覺得很刺耳。

算了，這點小事就忘了吧。

夢想，還是要繼續追！

唱完了這首歌，一些人就問我春嬌呢？

春嬌早就離開啦~

我想說我要謝謝我的春嬌，因為她讓我在腦海中有畫面，我才會唱得這麼認真和投入。

Definiton of LOVE

What is the definition of LOVE?

What will you do for the one you love?

I have no idea what you guys think.

For me, I just want the person I love always having big smile on her face.

No matter what, happy always comes first.

If you can't make her happy, there is meaningless to keep her around.

Nothing lasts forever, when the time has come, you just have to let it go.

Give up is pain, but sometimes it is the best option.

It is going to torture everyone if you never learn how to let go.

炎夏

炎熱的下午，來一罐雪碧冰檬薄荷味。讃！

What's on your mind?

I would use all my wishes just to know what's on her mind...

驕傲

我也有我的驕傲，何必委屈自己遭人踐踏。

Ignorance

I trying to pay more efforts on what I'm doing now.

I know I ain't good and I want to improve the situation.
I just want to be better and better.

Ignorance is suffocating, but I know I can go through it.

It's so hard to walk on a lonely path.

I just gotta be stronger.

Love Song

Now I know why you're always so special to me..
You never fail to be the one who appears on my mind whenever I sing love song.

那些話，還能說給誰聽？

當你很想與別人分享你的心事時，却只聽到吐槽的聲音。

那些話，還能說給誰聽？

我并不是在抱怨，只是覺得至少寫出來可以抒發我的情緒。

有時候，我就是那麼固執。

我認為值得的事，我就會去做。

哪怕在別人眼中，那是很愚蠢的。

今晚仔細的觀察宿舍外，大學的夜景，還蠻不賴的。

天氣漸漸轉涼，希望一切都會慢慢地好起來。

忽然覺得，怎麼想要追求簡單的生活都這麼難啊？

九把刀說得沒錯，人生就是不停的戰鬥。

希望我別那麼快倒下，可以繼續戰鬥。

那些年

昨天和朋友们去看了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩。》
出乎意料地，我被感动了。
电影里的高潮，那个下着大雨的场景，让我看了有种冲动，也想要崩溃大哭。
这部电影描述着少年青涩的模样，那种刻骨铭心的初恋。
让人想回到当时的时光，轰轰烈烈地谈一场恋爱。
看了这部电影，你又想起了谁？

青春是一场大雨。即使感冒了，还盼望回头再淋它一次。

青春，终是让人怀念。
或许是因为长大后，我们再也不能做那些疯狂的事情。
也许大家有着相似的故事，感觉看完后的心情都有些许沉重。
电影里的俩人，让人觉得很可惜。
彼此喜欢着，却不能在一起。
这就是残酷的现实，我们不愿意但却只能接受。
那种错过的遗憾，让我们永远都不会忘记。
因为曾经错过，我们才学会珍惜。


好喜欢这句对白：
或許，在另一個平行時空裡，我們是在一起的。


一回头，女孩的笑颜，让男孩魂萦梦忎了八年，羁绊了一生。

问候，寒暄。

终于鼓起了勇气，和她聊了一下。
开始时她没有回复，我的心里顿时低落了一阵子。
我情绪很容易起伏很大的毛病，还是一样没变。
还好下课过后回到宿舍时，看到了她的回复。
感觉很陌生，很遥远。
两个地方的确相差甚远。

虽然只是普通的问候和寒暄，但是我的心情却莫名其妙地好起来了。
至少我们都还记得彼此。

虽然陪我到最后的不是你，但是你却在我心里保留了最美好的回忆。
至少我偶尔还是可以在记忆里想想你。

好好享受你的大学生活吧！
别再为了考试，温习一整晚也不休息一下。
天气好热，记得多喝水吧。
加油！

It's all about food!

每天都是便当！

台湾，我来了！

抵达台湾的第３天，终于可以在宿舍房间上网了。

天气并没有预期中的凉快，反而是非常的热。

洗澡变成了我最爱的活动。

出境前拿回我的行李箱，手柄竟然断了。

我带着疲惫的身躯坐上了来接送的专车，前往台中。

司机大哥在返回大学的路程中载我们去逢甲夜市买了一些小吃。

大概凌晨２点我们才抵达学校。

见过几位学长姐和填了一些表格就回宿舍房间了。

打扫一番后，就洗澡上床休息。闷热的房间让我迟迟不能入睡。

还好今天小舅来学校载我去了一些地方，买了小型电风扇及一些日常用品。

现在，感觉也比较舒适了。

不得不提，台湾的食物还蛮合我的胃口，但愿我不要再增肥了。

来台的第一分早餐。烤鸡肉三文治，红茶＋牛奶！


等待公车时先拍一张。


午餐：鳕鱼排饭＋海苔蛋花汤


晚餐：全民便当

Razer Abyssus

Thanks to Ah Liang!

My New Toy: Razer Ferox

Razer Ferox




Thanks Sean and Julie for this new gadget! love you guys :)

2011年8月22日 槟城 雨天

今天我觉得非常开心因为时隔几个月，终于拿到了我的毕业文凭！
时间飞逝，2年半的学院生活就这样结束了。
接下来，台湾就是我的下一站。
加油！

P/s: 希望远在美国的你，一切顺利。

15天

大概还有15天，我就会离乡背井，到台湾念书去了。
21年来，我第一次要离开家到人生地不熟的地方去生活。
我当下的心情非常矛盾，既担心又兴奋！
幸好，有3位同学与我同行，让我感觉比较踏实。
看来以后我会常更新我的部落格，来表达我的心情。

Sir Alex Ferguson's Quotes

Some of the best quotes from Sir Alex Ferguson’s illustrious 20+ years as Manchester United manager.

1. “Only true champions come out and show their worth after defeat- and I expect us to do that”(Sir Alex Ferguson after been beaten by Arsenal for a second time in the league 2006 season}

2. “You’re a fuckin’ bottler Incey! You cannae handle the stage, can you? You are a fuckin’ bottler!” (Alex Ferguson to Paul Ince at half-time, Barcelona, 1994.)

3. “I can’t believe it. I can’t believe it. Football. Bloody hell.”(Alex Ferguson after winning the European Cup on May 26th, 1999.)

4. “I thought the first 45 minutes were the best of my time as a manager.”
(Alex Ferguson after United had come back from 2-0 down to beat Juventus 3-2 in Turin, Italy in what was later heralded as one of the greatest comebacks in sporting history.)

5. “I’m privileged to have followed Sir Matt because all you have to do is to try and maintain the standards that he set so many years ago.”
(Alex Ferguson after equalling Sir Matt Busby’s Premiership record)

6. “That’s absolute bollocks, that. Absolute nonsense.”(Sir Alex Ferguson after beating FA Premier League champions Chelsea FC 1-0 on November 6th 2005 when asked if the previous week where Manchester United had endured much criticism was the worst week of his career.)

7. “At the end of this game, the European Cup will be only six feet away from you and you’ll not even able to touch it if we lose. And for many of you that will be the closest you will ever get. Don’t you dare come back in here without giving your all”.
o Alex Ferguson’s half time team talk during the 1999 European Cup Final

8. “It would have been Sir Matt Busby’s 90th birthday today, but I think he was up there doing a lot of kicking.”(Alex Ferguson post match after winning the European Cup 1999)

9. “My greatest challenge is not what’s happening at the moment, my greatest challenge was knocking Liverpool right off their fucking perch. And you can print that.”(Sir Alex Ferguson responding to Alan Hansen questioning Sir Alex Ferguson’s future as Manchester United manager in September 2002 in the Guardian.)

10. “Just fucking patch him up” (Sir Alex Ferguson to a club physio after kicking a boot at David Beckham’s head which left him needing stitches above his eye.)

11. “It was a freakish incident. If I tried it 100 or a million times it couldn’t happen again. If I could I would have carried on playing!”(Sir Alex Ferguson to the media after the incident had happened.)

12. “It’s getting tickly now - squeaky-bum time, I call it”.(Sir Alex Ferguson on the 2002/2003 end of season title race. A phrase now used very often in newspapers at all levels of football.)

13. “On you go. I’m no fucking talking to you. He’s a fucking great player. Yous are fucking idiots.” (Sir Alex Ferguson speaking to the media about Juan Sebastian Verón)

14. “It keeps those fuckers from the media out.” (Ferguson about the new ‘Fortress Carrington’ training complex.)

15. “I am such a bloody talented guy. I might go into painting or something like that.” (Sir Alex on life after management.)

16. “He’s a bully, a fucking big-time Charlie”. (Alex Ferguson on Paul Ince)

17. “They say he’s an intelligent man, right? Speaks five languages! I’ve got a 15-year-old boy from the Ivory Coast who speaks five languages!” (Sir Alex Ferguson on Arsene Wenger)

18. “It is totally out of the question. There is no way we would sell him, or any of our best players” (Sir Alex Ferguson before selling David Beckham, 12th April 2003)

19. “David Beckham is Britain’s finest striker of a football not because of God-given talent but because he practises with a relentless application that the vast majority of less gifted players wouldn’t contemplate. (Alex Ferguson on David Beckham (1999))

20. “What the fuck are you lot playing at? That is the biggest load of shite I’ve ever seen. Not one of you can look me in the eye, because not one of you deserves to have a say. I can’t believe you’ve come here and decided to toss it off like that crap you’re playing out there.” (Half-time at Sheffield Wednesday, 1998.)

21. “If he was an inch taller he’d be the best centre half in Britain. His father is 6ft 2in - I’d check the milkman.” (Sir Alex Ferguson on Gary Neville)

22. “When an Italian tells me its pasta on the plate I check under the sauce to make sure. They are the inventors of the smokescreen.”(Alex Ferguson before Manchester United played Inter Milan in the Champions League Quarter Final 1999)

23. “Whether dribbling or sprinting, Ryan can leave the best defenders with twisted blood” (Sir Alex Ferguson on Ryan Giggs)

24. “Cole should be scoring from those distances, but I’m not going to single him out.” (Sir Alex Ferguson on Andy Cole and others.)

25. “Pippo Inzaghi was born in an offside position.” (Sir Alex Ferguson on Pippo Inzaghi after finding out that Pippo is the most offside player in the football ever.)

26. “As with every young player, he’s only 18.” (Alex Ferguson on youngsters)

27. “It was particularly pleasing that our goalscorers scored tonight.” (Alex Ferguson on scoring goals)

28. “The philosophy of a lot of European teams, even in home matches, is not to give a goal away.” (Alex Ferguson on European teams)

29. “This pilot move by FIFA will take root and fly.”(Alex Ferguson on FIFA pilot program)

30. “If we can play like that every week, we’ll get some level of consistency.” (Alex Ferguson on consistency)

31. “The lads ran their socks into the ground.” (Alex Ferguson on his players)

32. “He could start a row in an empty house.” (Alex Ferguson on Dennis Wise)

33. “We have people coming here to admire the scenery and enjoy their crisps.” (Alex Ferguson on United fans)

34. “Just when they thought they had a chance Ruud killed them off a bit.” (Alex Ferguson on most matches in which Ruud scores!)

35. “The big challenges are the biggest stage and it is a true test of all footballers in Europe.”

36. “We need Van Nistelrooy up there again because we missed some incredible chances at Portsmouth. He’s the best.”

37. “Sometimes we can get too emotional as a club with things that are happening. But we’re both of a common denominator - we don’t want the club to be in anyone else’s hands.”

38. “I have always tried to be the bridge between the club and the fans and I have tried to support the fans in a lot of their pleas and causes.”

39. “In my 18 years at this club, that was the worst performance we have ever produced in the FA Cup.” (after the FA Cup holders are held by non-league Exeter City in 2005)

40. “If Chelsea drop points, the cat’s out in the open. And you know what cats are like - sometimes they don’t come home.”

41. “He was certainly full of it, calling me Boss and Big Man when we had our post-match drink after the first leg. But it would help if his greetings were accompanied by a decent glass of wine. What he gave me was paint-stripper.” (on Jose Mourinho)

42. “Wayne Rooney doesn’t score tap-ins.”

43. “Oh dearie me, the FA are going to be delighted with that!” (Alex Ferguson on Man U vs Arsenal in the Carling Cup)

44. “We’re suffering because of what happened against Arsenal… one of my players would have to be hit by an axe to get a penalty at the moment.”

45. “They have those fans who are so emotional and fanatical, they expect to win the World Cup” (Alex Ferguson on Newcastle fans)

46. “They come out with the ‘English are so strong, we’re terrible in the air, we can’t do this, we can’t do that’. Then they beat you 3 - 0″ (Alex Ferguson on Italians)

47. “I used to have a saying that when a player is at his peak, he feels as though he can climb Everst in his slippers. That’s what he was like”(Alex Ferguson on Paul Ince)

48. “At half-time it could have been 20-all! But commonsense took over - or boring football took over!” (Alex Ferguson on a 3 - 2 win over Fulham, 2005)

49. “I remember the first time I saw him. He was 13 and just floated over the ground like a cocker spaniel chasing a piece of silver paper in the wind” (Alex Ferguson on Ryan Giggs)

50. “We are catching them [Chelsea] and we just hope the finishing line doesn’t come too soon.”

51. “This was an important day and we wanted everyone together. In that situation it was best to leave Ruud out”

52. “Wayne is truly blessed. He doesn’t just have ability, he has a fire inside him ”

53. “When we signed him [Rooney] at 18, everyone said ‘what will he be like at 21?’ Now he’s 21, people are saying ‘what will he be like at 25?’ It was always destined to be that way”

54. “He demonstrates great hunger and desire all the time. Without doubt, he is the best 21-year-old I have ever had.” (Alex Ferguson on Rooney)

55. “He was towering over me and the other players were almost covering their eyes. I’m looking up and thinking ‘if he does hit me, I’m dead’”(Alex Ferguson on an argument with Peter Schmeichel)

56. “I think it’s important to work and I’m entitled to work. Some people do not want to work but I want to continue working”

57. “We will only be in trouble if we listen to Jose too much”

58. “I bet him he wouldn’t get 15 league goals and I’m going to have to change my bet with him. If he gets to 15 I can change it and I am allowed to do that because I’m the manager. I’m going to make it 150 now” (on Ronaldo)

59. “He’ll be getting a hug and a kiss from me - maybe even two!” (on Sam Allardyce)

United !

Now I'm watching a movie called "United". It's about the true story of Busby Babes from Manchester United Football Club and tragic Munich air disaster in 1958. As a fans of Red Devils, I think it is a touching and inspiring movie. I can feel the "Never Give Up Spirit" of Red Devils and I am so exciting for our first fixture of new season against West Bromwich! Glory glory Man United !

Hidden message

When I talk, are you fucking listening? NO !!!!!!!!!

Everyone should learn how to listen, including me. We always neglect something we thought they are not so important.

Even though sometimes I am crapping but if you listen to me carefully, you might know what is hidden inside.

Angel Vs Devil: My Complicated Feelings

Heaven

It's so awesome tonight.
We went to Heritage Coffee to celebrate Wilson's birthday.
After that, we went to Teluk Bahang Dam.
Yeah, their car is kinda fast. Haha
I arrived home at 3am and just took a cold water shower.
Phew, I love that feeling.
Tonight I feel so high even though without alcohol.
Suddenly I miss my college life so much.
Love you guys :)


Hell

Actually, I was thinking the same thing since few days ago.
Perhaps I should change my blog name.
It shouldn't be Welcome To My Life.
I realized I'm just too afraid to make certain decisions.
My mind keep telling me to be a coward and don't allowed anyone to enter and change my life.
Sometimes I do ask myself, what I want after all?
I know some changes may be the turning point of my life, but who knows it's a good or bad things?
I remain the same to protect myself of being hurt?
Cuz I know when I'm serious into it, I'll crazy about it.
I know I've missed a lot of chances, but it's too late to regret.
Indeed, I'm just a failure.
I've messed up everything.
I'm so sorry for the wrong things that I've done.
Thanks to those people who never give up and leave me.
Maybe there is something I just don't deserved it in my entire life.
Stop asking too much !!!

Chocolate ♥

Just ate a bar of Toblerone!
I always use chocolate to cure when I'm emo.
But it doesn't works tonight :(

Easter eggs that I had received today :)

Goodbye Lullaby

"Goodbye Lullaby"--Latest album of my all time favorite female singer, Avril Lavigne :)
I heard some critics saying that this album is commercialistic and not creative.
To me, her music is still The Best Damn Thing...
Support her always! AVRIL ROCKSSS...

Track List:
1. Black Star
2. What The Hell
3. Push
4. Wish You Were Here
5. Smile
6. Stop Standing There
7. I Love You
8. Everybody Hurts
9. Not Enough
10. 4 Real
11. Darlin
12. Remember When
13. Goodbye
14. Alice (Extended Version) -- Hidden track

My New Shoes: Nike Air Span+8 Mens Running Shoes

100th blog post: Happy Valentine's Day ♥

Valentine's Day is just another normal day for me...
Cuz I don't have my special one beside me..
It's not my first time to be single on V-Day, it's my 20th times in my life. LOL
Never celebrate any Valentine's Day with anyone..
Drink some beer at SegaFredo with Theresa, Marcus and kit..
Went to Raja Uda for Tomyam Mee which cost me Rm 11. Haha
After dinner, went to Autocity Overtime..
Beer again..
That's my Valentine's Day.. Haha
Feel a bit dizzy and I'm going to sleep now..
Night my world :)

Feeling tough

Happy Birthday ♥ !

Yeah, today is her 20th birthday...

To me, this is a special date.

I'll always remember it.

To be honest, I really miss her.

I know she must be celebrating it happily with her bf now.

Tonight, I'm not gonna sad or emo, I'm really happy for her.

Wish her happy everyday, I hope she had found the right guy.

I guess he is the one...

May god bless her life, health, love and everything.

Happy Birthday ♥ !

Good night...

A new start

"This is a no value works"

It cuts through my heart, I know I ain't good enough to do it well...

I'll stop blaming others and myself...

When I wake up, it's another brand new day...

I should appreciate every single moment...

Looking forward to my future...

Cheers =)

:(

I hate it when I failed to cheer you up :(